The Show by Lenka

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why
Slow it down
Make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop
'Cause it's too much
Yeah, it's a lot
To be something I'm not
I'm a fool
Out of love
'Cause I just can't get enough
I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why
I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show
The sun is hot
In the sky
Just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the sign
And synchronize in time
It's a joke
Nobody knows
They've got a ticket to that show
Yeah
I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why
I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show
Just enjoy the show
I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why
I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show
dum de dum
dudum de dum
Just enjoy the show
dum de dum
dudum de dum
Just enjoy the show
I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show
I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show

Heart shaped-box

That will be my first post in english, maybe I am trying to reach someone(?) or maybe it just brings me old memories when most of my teenagers years I used to write in english so people couldn't understand me or just to keep my mom away from my obscure journals or even because I can't be bothered to find portuguese accents. Now I am sitting here, in a cold frosty morning, listening to...Nirvana, oh God, yeah!! I tend to go to places when I listen to old Nirvana, my room 101! I remember how 'rebel' I was, I used to tell my mom I wanted to live in Seattle and used to burn candles to give peace to my suicidal singers, now I do feel bad when I think of that. God it was hillarious when I was 13, my mom was working, so I so wanted to go to the MTV, so my nana took me, I was terrible, I guess I always have this tendency to escape, so I completely disappeared with my 'cool' friends, so my nana was desesperate to find me and said in the reception - Where is my granddaughter? I think she has ran away with a long haired guy within a band. So so embarassing!!! I miss my old times, I was so authentic, like the songs I used to listen, fearless as a feminist (Babes in Toyland, L7, Hole, PJ Harvey) and brave to show my deepest feelings of anger and clever enough to write damn good songs. I had amazing teachers to inspire me to be a freedom writer, very lucky indeed. I am so grateful for the privilege to go to an amazing school ( I should thank my parents for paying it).

And I was thinking ( no blonde moments here I swear), and jokes aside, guess nobody knows my dirty little secret, sometimes I play World of Warcraft (pretty lame for some of my friends), and I was thinking about a feral druid, and this resilient elf told me how people choose their race/character according to their personalities, I guess he is right, I am a human mage, mages are fearless, they can frost you, they can fireball you, nurture you with bread and water and they can dps your butt, but they are the most fragile characters you can play with, fast life/fast death. And about you? An elf druid? I can admire your flexibility, backup plans, create roots(grounded I would say), changes its shape(maybe your idea as well?), a healer and craves for changes. So tell what do you want to change? Isn't life being fair sometimes that you feel like nothing and wants to hide and changes your form like a chameleon so the world can't see you? Isn't like to be around so many people and even so you feel lonely and alone? Trust me everybody feels this way sometimes. Don't run away too long from your feelings, embrace them, if it is anger, love, anguish, just let it go, all feelings are neutral, and you are just human.

I will write later some more, my head is about to burst...

PS: TF, Gratulerer Med Dagen!!!

It is only love...

Eu te amo, I love you, Je t' aime, Ti amo, T'estimo, Jeg elsker dig, Ik hou van je, Ich Liebe Dich, S'ayapo, Kimi o ai shiteru, t'a gr'a agam dhuit, Kocham ciebie, Ya tyebya lyublyu, Jag älskar dig, Seni seviyorum, Rwy'n dy garu di, Szeretlek,

Jeg elsker deg!!!! :)

Good by Better than Ezra

Looking around the house.

Hidden behind the window and the door.

Searching for signs of life but there's nobody home.

Well, maybe I'm just too scared.

Maybe I'm just too frightened by the sound of it.

Pieces of note fall down, but the letter said,

[CHORUS:]Aha, it was good living with you.

Aha, it was good.Aha, it was good living with you.

Aha, it was good.

Sitting around the house, watching the sun trace shadows on the floor.

Searching for signs of life, but there's nobody home.

Well, maybe I'll call or write you a letter.

Now, maybe we'll see on the Fourth of July.

But I'm not too sure, and I'm not too proud.

Well, I'm not too sure and I'm not too proud to say.

[CHORUS:]Aha, it was good living with you.

Aha, it was good.

Aha, it was good living with you.

Aha, it was good.[spoken:]

Yeah, you were so good.yeah you were so good, yeah that's right...

Sex and candy

Bom nao assustem com o titulo, essa musica me lembra de uma pessoa muito querida, que aniversaria hoje dia 28 de novembro, uma pessoa muito especial para mim, que me inspirou de todas as maneiras existentes meu querido Roberto Maia!!! Para voce meu querido, vai todo meu amor, e o carinho que tenho por voce, cada dia de minha existencia vou agradecer por Deus por ter trazido tanta luz e sabedoria em minha vida!!! Te amo muitao!! Feliz Aniversario!!!

Meninas, leiam isso!!!

Sabe aquelas três palavrinhas lindas que todo mundo gostaria de ouvir, mas que muitas pessoas relutam em dizer? Um estudo de uma revista inglesa constatou que eles costumam dizer "Eu te amo" antes do que elas e que, além disso, se apaixonam mais cedo do que as mulheres. A diferença de tempo constatada pela pesquisa foi de apenas um mês. Eles se declarariam por volta dos sete meses do relacionamento, enquanto elas só depois de oito.Talvez você esteja se perguntando onde estão todos esses apaixonados, dispostos a declarar amor com facilidade, mas calma, a coisa não é tão simples assim...A pesquisa entrevistou quase 2000 homens e mulheres de várias idades e que estiveram num relacionamento no último ano. Apesar de o senso comum dar a entender que as mulheres são mais emotivas, os pesquisadores constataram que elas amadurecem mais cedo de maneira que têm mais conhecimento das próprias emoções. O que leva a crer que um "Eu te amo" dito por homem e por uma mulher não são exatamente iguais. O amar feminino seria mais ponderado, digamos.Ou seja, não se desespere se ele ainda não disse a famosa frase, o que conta mesmo são as atitudes do moço e como ele se porta em relação a você.

PS: Artigo no site do Terra, ninguem merece!!! Ainda mais depois do dia de hoje que tive!!!

Just say yes

Particulas espalhadas pelo chao, esperando e ansiando sua resposta, mas ela nao vem, ela suspende-se ao ar como atomos. Sentindo as batidas do seu coracao atraves do meu corpo, apenas esperando voce voce dizer que sim e que nada deixe que voce se prenda e venha para mim, segure minha mao e venha para mim. Apenas diga sim...